Last Day of March

I'm not sure how I feel today.
Today didn't start off wonderfully so that might explain my blankyblankblankness.

I didn't sleep very well and got up at 4am because I was supposed to, but then I got to sleep in until 5:15am because no one else was up yet.
And I sure as hell wasn't going to wake anyone up if it meant I could try falling asleep again for a little while.

Anyway, I don't really want to talk about the farm work, or the auction... or the fact that Mr.A. is here...

I'm not really sure what I want to talk about, but I need to say something.
Even if it's just a bunch of random shit.

Because as the day has worn on, my moods just followed the sun... Steadily dropping.
Making me want to just sigh and curl up in bed, and stare at the ceiling.
But I doubt that would help my mood any...Which is why I shall not do that.
Yet.

On the subject of ceilings....
Why are they always white?
And covered in those weird ass paint blobby, things?
I always thought it looked stupid.

My friend Liam sent me a message over Skype today, saying he might be gone for a while.To figure things out and such.
He has terrible timing.

I really wanted to call him today... 
But I guess we've both been feeling rather shitty lately.
He just never talks about it.

Which is understandable, I know...

But honestly, I'm hoping he comes back soon...

This year feels different yet the same...
I really need things to change, but sometimes change happens slowly..
A few things have changed, teeny tiny things.

But they've changed nonetheless. 
So I guess I'll just have to continue seeing what happens and hope for the best.

So as March comes to an end, I wonder.

Will next month be any better?

Awe! So fucking cutee