Halloween post fail.

Happy Halloween.

What comes to mind when you hear "Halloween"?
Kids dressed up, going door to door trick-or-treating?
Sexy costume parties?
Handing out candy or just sitting at home watching spooky movies all night?

I remember when I was little, Halloween was almost never mentioned.
I guess because I lived in the mountains of NC.
And almost no one there celebrated Halloween? Least not that I knew of, and we hardly ever celebrated, until I was about 11.
And we lived in a very big suburban area, that's when I really got to actually go trick-or treating for the first time.
I enjoyed it, dressing up and getting candy.
What a great Holiday?!

I don't get why a lot of people don't celebrate Halloween, it's not a bad holiday.
It's just a time to get dressed up and have some fun?

This Halloween though, I'm not going to get dressed up.
And I'm not really going to get and do anything fun, I'll probably just stay up late and watch spooky movies and try and creep myself out.
But the thing is, I normally laugh at horror movies.
Mostly because the people in them are completely stupid and do the opposite thing they're supposed to do to survive.
"Oh look! There's a creepy dark basement! We should go down there and see what's in there!"

Yeah dumb ass, go ahead. And then I get to watch your stupid self scream while the killer chases you through the house, or traps you in the basement.

Sometimes I actually yell at the people on TV about how stupid they are.
Unless it's like on Last House on the Left, that movie bothered me a bit.
But only during the scene where the bastard dude rapes the main-star-chica.
Wanted to cut his balls off right then.
But they got what they deserved, except at the end I think her Dr.Dad could've made the guy's torture last a bit longer.
I would've made it last longer, but oh well.
Beggars can't be choosers, hmm?

Anyway about trick or treating.
I was never really happy with the candy selection I'd get!
Everyone always hands out chocolate, like Reese's peanut butter cups, Snickers, Baby Ruths.
That's just not my kind of candy, I'm not really a peanut butter, chocolate, caramel, mint type person.
So I'd always end up giving more than half of my stash to my family, because those candies just make me want to throw up.
Especially Hershey's bars.
Just the smell of those makes me feel sick!

I'm trying to find some good spooky music, and why does the weather have to be so nice today?!
I wish it was more cloudy and over-cast. Add some rain, be perfect.
Still recovering from a drought...

Today just doesn't really feel like Halloween.
I kind of wish we lived in a more populated area.. be able to go trick or treating, or hand out candy.. Or throw a Halloween party or go to one.

But noooo... we live in the middle of nowhere, where almost no one celebrates Halloween.

I should get a good creepy book to read, nothing better than a good book.
Especially one with a creepy plot.
I love a good mystery.

Maybe I'll look more into starting my server for Minecraft today.
I don't have much else to do anyway..

I keep getting distracted, I'll have to write a better post later.

I laugh at the random conversations I have.

Had a weird, awkward fun conversation with my friend.
Haha. Yeah...

Anyway onto something I can speak of better at the moment.
SERVERCRAFT.
The evil, horrifically slow serviced Minecraft wannabe hosters.

They say they're great and easy to use, and that they're customer service is wonderful.
Well, that's a bunch of BULLSHIT.
It takes hours upon hours to receive an email back from them with help, they don't have a "live-chat" customer service.
Like this other server hosting site I think I shall look into.
Anyway what started my extreme dislike of Servercraft was this....

STORY TIME, grab your tea and shut the hell up and read!!?

Okay, so yesterday afternoon or evening.
It was about okay, well I forgot exactly when it was between 4 and 6pm?!
But anyway, it was outside with cloud cover and a cool breeze, well it was cool in general but especially with the breeze.
I doing my usual thing, chatting, listening to music, being bored.
All that fun stuff and such, well then I started looking at the server sites again, and of course the good site I'm looking at now couldn't have shown up until after all my BS with Servercraft.
Anyway back to what i was saying...
I was checking out the options, prices, and asking people what they thought. (People as in the people I was chatting with, and who also play Minecraft, most of that thanks to me.)

Anywho...

So I finally decided on one, because everyone thought it looked uberrrrific and shit.
So I'm like, okay?!
So I go to ask Mrs.Zilla about it and explain shit to her.
It was kind of like...
"Well, it's got these features, the price seems pretty alright...etc...etc.."
What Mrs.Z. probably heard was, "Blah, blah blah, cost money, blah blah, fun, blah blah, try, blah blah please?"
So she nods and gives the a o-kaaaayy.

(She despises computers, internet, pretty much anything technological)
Oh....(Except the tv, she seems to like that.)

Back to what I was saying.
So I get all excited like a kid in a candy shop with a 50 dollar bill.
Basically bouncing with excitement, so I snatch up the evil device known as a purse which as a girl I apparently must have, and which I DO have to have it, but I only take it when I have to.

Which is a complicated story, blah blah blah.
Anyway, so I grab my wallet and open it up, find my nifty-difty card of uberness.
I get my internet (OH GOOD FUCKING STORY FOR AFTER THIS!)
(If I don't forget later, I'm a bit distracted, also a bit complicated)
ANYWAY...

What was I saying...
Right! Server nonsense.
So I get myself all set up on the site of absolute wretchedness, which I did not know it to be at the time.
Sucks huh?
But I got myself set up, and get a long bullshit email saying basically, "We're working on your server now, blah blah blah, should be ready in less than 24/7.
So I waited, and waited, and waited...
Finally at like 12am I got an email saying your server is working, so I log into the control panel website thing, and look around. Expecting the easy thing they said there would be. What I got instead was a laggy bullshit of a page full of tiny tabs and those tabs were full of more tabs, and then some tabs took you to different sites while other tabs took you to fucking files you weren't supposed to fuck up.
So I play around with it, and mess with it, and look it over.
(Is this sounding extremely wrong to anyone else? I'm insanely corrupted right now.)

But anyway!
I keep losing my train of thought from, music, horror movie on the tv, IM's and text messages. o.o

But yeah...
So then all of a sudden I click on this certain tab and it says I need authorization and ask me for Username and Password.
So I'm like...okay?
I enter the Username and Password and nothing fucking happened.
The screen reloaded, and then I try again and it does the same exact thing.
I did this about 20 fucking times before I marched my happy ass over to the "submit a ticket" place.
(AKA, send all bitching messages here tab)
So I send a "ticket" and I'm like, WTF HELP.
I said more than that, but oh well?!
So  then I wait....and wait...and then I figure out the problem on my own?!
I was like fuck you people.
Fucking slower than a two legged turtle.

So I get the thing to respond and then I go to use my server IP and I type it into the Multiplayer direct connect tabby doodle.
And it says...."BAD ID PACKET."
So then.... I am annoyed, angry and frustrated and in a bitchy ass mood.
So I try a few more times, then send another fucking bitch ticket.
AND WAIT...
But it was about 1-2am by then.
I was annoyed and starting to feel the zombie effects.

*grabs Dr.Pepper*
Remembering all this shit is ticking me off again, and making me thirsty!

Anyway.
So I get off and I'm like fuck it, I'll bother myself with it tomorrow..
Which I did..
For hours and then more problems showed up and more and more.
So I was like, BITCH TICKET TIME.
I sent them a ticket demanding the refund they promise.
And I knew I'd be in for a wait.
So myself and a few Minecrafting buddies went and fucked around on it.
Till the server was disabled a few hours later.
And I got an email, saying.
"Sorry we couldn't assist you further, your refund should arrive within a few business days and you will no longer be charged."
Basically... if I don't get the refund and the refund was never an option in the first place it would've been like this....
"Thanks for sending us your money, we're kind of like those claw machines at stores and restaurants, that you feed your dollar bills and coins into. Trying to get that one fucking stuffed animal that you or your friend/kid/family member wants SO DAMN BAD. So you try and you try and you try and then you fucking rage and when you do rage if at that time you had a crowbar or a baseball bat.
You'd take it and smash the machine into itty-bitty-teeny-weeny little pieces and then set it on fire and watch all of it BURN."    

I feel so much better after letting my vented rage out!
Would've been better if I could've taken a baseball bat to a car or something...but this works too!

So....Next story which I haven't forgotten!@
My internet no less than an hour ago, had a fucking fail.
It was like, it was trying to climax, but then it passed out.
So basically it got fucked over.
And then I had to close my internet down and then wait for it to reconnect and then open up the browser window again.
Enter all my fucking webpages and then watch it all lag again, and go "HAHA, fuck you, bitch!"
So then I raged a bit, and it started working.

But yeah.... This picture fits how I felt.

My Annoyed, bitchy, GTFO picture?!

30 post.

30 Post already?!
I'm such a blogging bitch.
I enjoy it though, so who cares.
Well, obviously I care since I'm still writing post...
ANYWAY....

The new member of the family, Gypsy, well she's fitting in quite well. Cleopatra and Tio haven't had any issues with her.
Except I think Cleopatra gets jealous sometimes, because she starts throwing a fit when someone is talking or playing with Gypsy.

Just got  a text message from my budd, Zach.
He hasn't responded in ages.
So I'm surprised he texted me.

Paul's IMing me about his giant pumpkin which weighs like 80lbs. or some such.
I only like to carve pumpkins, otherwise I don't really give a shit.
I don't like pumpkin pie, well any pie actually.
Maybe I just haven't had good pie, or it's just not my thing.
I don't know, but I also don't really like cake.
I'll eat it sometimes, mostly to be polite... But I do enjoy a nice Chocolate Chip Cookie Cake every once in a while.

I'm not much of a pastry or dessert person...

I also found out I write better if I listen to music, it helps me keep myself more on track or in line.
Whatever.
I just write better if I've got some music on.

Apparently Zachness wants to do Minecraft this weekend, with Skype.
Skype is sooo laggy for me.
I don't like it, why can't he get msn?!

But whatever, I'll do it anyway.


I've been listening to Enrique a lot lately, I forgot how much I liked his music till I happen to search him up on Spotify.
Been listening to him for about 3 days now.
Other things too, but mostly him.




Was inviting my best buddies to play Minecraft. <.< I'm not sure how many actually will, but it'll be fun.
Pretty sure Paul.. and Liam will be up for it.

I went for a short jog yesterday evening.
A very short one.
I guess I'd call it more of a sprint.
But it felt nice, it was kind of cool outside.
I loved it.
I should plan a longer run sometime, maybe head up to the park or something.

But last time I went for a run at the park, this creepy truck had pulled up with a full view of the path and just sat there the entire time.
It was like Pedobear waiting to attack !

I actually haven't been back since then, and that was months ago...

I guess I shouldn't worry.
If a pedobeardude tried to attack me, I'd either kick his ass and pull out one of my many pocket knives I carry and tell him to get the fuck off.
Or just take off running.
He won't catch me.

I won't be caught unless I want to be.
It's always been that way.

I've only met two people that could keep up with me, and I haven't seen either of them in years.
Actually, I only still know about one.
I haven't seen the other since I moved.

Good riddance to.

Long story!

I go over too many subjects in one post I think sometimes >.>
But oh well, the mind will wander sometimes it's just best to go along.

I wonder how the rest of today will goo....

Boring nighttt.

Dress Ya Dog thing went pretty well.
I saw all kinds of cute pooches and kitties too!
There was this one adorable kitten of tabbyness and she needed a home.
I couldn't convince my mom to get herrr!
But then once she started to agree.
Someone else took her!
But it was these two cute looking little boys.
And they looked kind of sad, like it radiated off them.
But the kitten made them happier, so I'm glad they get something that'll make them happy.
I just hope they take good care of her.
I love this songgg.
I remember when I first heard it I kept listening to it over and over.
Armin Van Buuren – Burned With Desire - Rising Star Remix

Text messages, msn messages, and since I'm checking facebook, facebook messages.
I can't write an entire sentence without having to check messages!?

I feel fat...I have skittles, pringles and a coke.
I'm not eating them... yet.
But I am drinking my Coca~Cola.
And petting my adorably cute kitten, Bluffems!

Interesting story on how she got her name...
Well, not really a story just on how she acted tbh.
I guess that doesn't make much sense...
But Bluffems came from brave-Fluff.
Her actual name is Bluff.
But we call her Bluffems.
Just clearing that up!

Watching Resident Evil: Apocalypse.
Okay, I'm actually listening to music and barely paying attention to the tv.
I mostly just keep it on for background noise.

I'd rather eat Pringles than Popcorn while watching a movie.
I think Popcorn is okaay... but it's not really my favorite snack choice.

It feels so good outside right now!
I got my window open and a cool breeze is a blowinnnn'.

I keep getting sidetracked and forget what I was planning on saying....

My friend thinks I'm weird because I've never seen or been to a 7/11?
Is it that odd?!
He said it's like Wal-Mart except smaller.
Pssssh...
Who needs to go to 7/11 when there's Wal-Mart. >.>
We don't need a miniature version!

BTW.
I'm just saying this because it's what I listen to music with...Spotify.
It's like youtube but with better quality and I know it's a music site and most people are like. "OMG ADS, GTFO."
But it actually only has ads every once in a while.
And it only last like 20 seconds.
So don't freak or rage quit.
Besides, it's good to try new things!

Liam isn't on yet, so I can't do the minecraft boogie yet!
Stupid time difference. -.-
I wonder how his kitten is doing...
I would've said toast, because that's what I call it, but no one but him knows that.
At least until now...

AND OMG.
I meant to write about this earlier but I forgot until now when I was talking to Max.
But it's funny because we weren't even talking about anything that would bring it up except some song I had to sing in karaoke which is why i remembered what I was planning on talking about.
Before I confuse you more....
Today when we stopped by the store to grab skittles and pringles.
We ran into my ex!
Not my ex Joe who I'm still buds with.
But my ex who dumped me through a text message and blamed shit I didn't even do on me.
And then stopped talking to me until he added me again a few months ago on fb.
Which I don't really care because facebook is an evil pile of shit.

ANYWAY. It was really awkward...He has a shitty looking tattoo on his arm which his mom made him show me.
Was fucking annoying.
Mrs.Zill and little sis were there, thankfully.
Zill didn't want to listen to that bitch blab on and on, and on....
About shit we don't and never will care about.
So we grabbed our skittles and basically ran. >.>

I can't believe I even dated him tbh.
But I was being creeped out by some other guy, so I wanted a reason for him to fuck off.
And he was sweet and such.
But yeah... An experience to learn from.

I'm tireddddddd.....
I'm always tired.... and I think I had a weird dream last night, but at least it didn't seem to be a bad one.
I just wish I could remember it, I just get bits and flashes.
Bit annoying...

Sundaaaayyy....!

 OKAY, blogger is being annoying and not letting me put my pictures where I want...Anyway this is Tio when we went on our camping trip to NC earlier in the year and this is Cleopatra shortly after we got her.
If only she was still so small and adorable.


Oh America, I wish I could tell you this was still America.
But I've realized, that you can't have a country without people.
And there are no people!
No my friends, this now the United States of Zombieland.

If you can't tell I just started watching Zombieland.

And ew, my sister just handed me a wet soaking Cleopatra.
The tiny Chihuahua mix just had a bath.
Poor Mr.Valentio is getting one next.
Neither of them like baths very much.

We're taking them to some stupid dress your pet thing, I don't want to go.
-.-

Cleopatra is tearing up my bed and burrowing into the covers and growling.
When I go to sleep she'll probably try to eat me >.>
Now she's sitting beside me and staring at me. o.o

Talking to Paul about the whole dress my dog thing which will be at a church.
Yay...
Just to clear things up.
I am Native American.
And I am Indigenous.
I believe differently.
Don't judge me for not believing the exact same way you do.

Besides, I'm only being honest from personal experience.
Christians are supposed to be the "least" judgmental people.
But Christians have always judged me and kind of shoved me into the "You're going to hell group."
Just because I believe differently?
Haha.
You guys are so nice.<3
Now not all Christians are the same..
Like my friend Zach, he's amazingly cool.
Pretty cute too.
(Hopefully he never reads this.)

I haven't seen him in about 2-3years I guess it's been now.
He moved out of state, so it's sad. :[
But anyway, he accepted me even though I believed differently.
We were best friends actually, don't get to talk as much now..
But we still keep in touch.

All I'm saying is, don't judge me. Or try not to, and I'll try not to judge you.
Don't judge a book on it's cover and the first few pages that you read.

I want to play Minecraftttttt....
Liam and I are planning on exploring some huuge cave I found near his tower.
But can't till I get back from Dress ya dog and he gets back from a pub.
And the time difference doesn't help !
Anyway, post@yalaterrr.

Sataadaay

Well, Mrs.Zilla decided we'd go shopping today...
Oh the fun...
I despise shopping with a passion!
But we went to the mall and by the pet store, they had the cutest baby guinea pigs!
It made me miss Daisy, she was my first guinea pig ever...!
We had to give her away ages ago.
I'm so tired...
I didn't have a bad dream last night though, but I was up for agesss...
Talking to Liam.
Paul, Liam, Raden and I all minecrafted yesterday.
But Paul, Liam and I were on until likeeeee....fuck, I don't remember exactly.
Past 12am though.
Was loads of fun tbh.
Liam and I were making fun of Paul's dirt "tower" or whatever he wants to call it.
I'm working on another castle~!
I'm about to watch My Bloody Valentine on Syfy.
I've never seen it.
Hopefully it's as good as what I've heard from people.
Tomorrow I think is going to be quite shitty, but I'm not sure yet...
Today wasn't too bad though.
Except for the shopping part.
Oh and Mr.Ass kept calling and ruining my mood.
But oh weeeelll.
Just another day.

Why am I so tired?!
It's only 7:45pm..
Probably because I didn't want to sleep last night.
But I never really want to sleep tbh.
Bad dreams and such...
I fell asleep after talking to Liam about his new kitten! ^-^
And the kittens and cats we used to have.
I love kitttiesss.