Mwahaha....RedBull.

Because I am fucking AMAZING

So hi,
It's been a long fucking timeeeeeee....

I've just been going through a weird patch, but don't we all?
So all of a sudden I got home and MR.A. left today.
YAY!

And so, on the way home (two hour fucking drive, that sucks) I got a RedBull.
Now, I normally only have these every once in a blue moon.
So... we were about 40 minutes from home when I got it and so I'm drinking it, and about half way through the can.
This guy is next to us in a truck, and he looked really fucking familiar.
So I'm like, "Mom, does he look familiar?"
And all of a sudden my sister is screaming from the back of the truck, "OMG! That's Bradley."
My face was full of shock, horror and I couldn't stop fucking laughing for some reason.
So I'm going to blame that on the complete randomness of the situation and the RedBull that's currently fucking my mind over.
And blasting music for the first time since MR.A. left, isn't helping.
Especially since it's a bunch of music I like.
Now I'm a believer - Smash Mouth.
Green Day,
Blah...
Blah...
Blah...!

So anyway....
Bradley is my ex, and I hadn't seen him in ages.
Because we don't exactly communicate and haven't exactly tried to stay friends since he dumped me like a fucking pussy through a text message.
Although I was pretty happy about it since I was planning on ending it anyway, but I was waiting till I saw him, because I didn't want to be a bitch through a fucking TEXT MESSAGE.
But I was dancing around the house when it happened.

But again, anyway!

He happened to pull into the gas station that we did, a few miles before we got home.
And he walked over and was blabbering to my mother, my sister and I.
It was weird, he showed off his tattoos and blah blah, fascinating I know.

So I walked into the store with little sister and he happened to walk in right behind us after going by his truck.
So I held the door, because I don't slam doors in peoples' faces when they're just a few feet away.
YOU'RE A DICKHEAD IF YOU DO THAT.

But he said to me as he came in, "So you're following me now?" and he gave a chuckle.
And I replied, "You're the one who came in after ME."

And that was the end of that conversation, I got another RedBull which I have yet to drink.
It's sitting in the fridge and I keep thinking about it.
I'm undecided on whether I should go get it and down it, but yeah...

So then I got on to check Facebook, and of course he just happens to be on.
And he starts talking to me.
And he asked me if I had plans this weekend, and I freaked out a little bit and said, "Not that I know of, might go skating Friday. But no set plans as of yet."

And his spelling REALLY pisses me off, because he spells "I know" as "i no."

ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID, DUDE?!

Anyway............

So he wants me to go with him this weekend and watch him get a tattoo....
How fun does that sound?....

I think I'd probably go bored out of my mind, or be laughing evilly at his pain.

I'm fucked.
But it would be funny...

Hehe.

So.....
My mother thinks he's a fucking speed demon, because he was speeding a bit on the road, but you know...
She's never going to like any guy's driving, and what guy isn't a fucking speed demon?
Especially when they just got a new truck, I mean come on.

So anyway, lot of shit has happened, but I think I've babbled enough random shit for now.

Ciao.

Early Valentines makeup postshit for the weeks of nothing

Okay...
So it's been a while, obviously.
I haven't written in a long time.

I've missed it, I've been busy... I've written in my journal a bit and a few odds and ends.
But I haven't written here...

I've been playing midwife, delivering kiddies...(that's a long story which will have to come some other time.)

I've also been dealing with Mr.A. a lottttt.
Since he was here longer than usual, did I mention he was possibly going to be staying home again for weeks at a time?
No?
Possibly?
Well now you know, and it's terrible..
He's gone right now and has been for about I suppose a week or so?
Which is great for me because my stress levels are much lower now...

But I guess a lot of shit has been going on I just haven't written it down enough.
So I need to get myself back into that, especially since it helps me clear my mind.

Anyway, Happy Early Valentines.

I'll try to fill in the weeks past later.

Well took me fucking long enough!

I finally took some time to figure out the little link tabs at the top of my blog.
Yes it took me ages to finally get around to doing it.
But at least I did it now right?!
Gosh.

Besides it gave me another reason to post random stuff.
Like this!

Idk what to call this post. There :D

Well, today..
I really fucking need a desk.
I have a small laptop one, but I can't put my wireless mouse on it.
So I stole my sister's computer chair which she doesn't use and put it beside my bed.
With a bit of arranging.
I can sit beside my bed by my window facing the tv, and rest my mouse on the bed.
Now I can see out the window, watch my movies and sit in a chair!
I've just been sitting on my bed when I'm on my laptop, and I'm really done with that.

Watching a movie (well kind of) with little sister.

How to train your Dragon.

(I did put a picture of it in here, but then blogger or my internet decided to hate on me and stopped responding.)

Anyway, I actually enjoy watching (listening) to this movie.
It's pretty cute.
I remember when my sister talked us into going to the movie theater, I had thought it looked kind of stupid and one of those really annoying kid movies.
But it actually turned out pretty cool.

Why do people keep telling me to check Facebook?
I don't enjoy it anymore, it kind of annoys, ticks me off or depresses me when I log in.
Everyone's normally just saying the same shit over and over anywayy.
I'd much rather stick to msn.
But I check Facebook anyway... Because sometimes I just like to see what kind of shit has been stirred up.

Staring out my window... I wish it was raining.
We haven't had nearly enough rain this year.
Been in a drought for ages now.
We've had a teeny tiny itsy bitsy amount of rain.

I keep getting off track here because like a bizillion people are messaging me on msn.
And Paul wants me to watch some stupid video or some such, which he posted on...FACEBOOK.
*rages*

Anyway, I annoyed him because to everything he said I just replied ">.>"  that.
I'm evil, I know....
But it's just so damn fun. Hehe.
I also have other reasons!
But that's for another time....Maybe.

I added them all into one conversation, mwahaha.
Liam, Paul, Max, and myself.
But now I can mostly ignore it and write.
Evil master mind?
Maybe. :]

I've forgotten what I wanted to say though ):
So I didn't jump my plan into action soon enough.
FAIL.

Paul and Max are being creepy.
Why do guys act gay together, I will never know?!
Getting down right weird.
But that's how guys are...hell that's how all people are.
I'll post laterrr.

Hairstylist fail.

OKAY.
I'm kind of annoyed.
I went to get my haircut today....
I showed her a picture of what I wanted, she said she could do it.
What did she do?
Did she fuck up?
Does it look good?
Etc, etc, etc.

She "tried" to cut my hair...No wait, she DID cut my hair.
But she did NOT do it the way it was in the picture.
Now, I forgive her for that.
And it doesn't look bad, it's just not what I wanted.

I told her I wanted bangs, like in the picture.
She said, "Okay, those are called 'sweeping bangs'."
I'm like....Alrighty then....

So razor cut here and there, and then she thinned my "too thick" hair.
And I didn't want that either!
This bitch needs to learn to do as the people paying want.
Not just do what she wants, I mean really.

I wonder if she realizes that the hair she cuts, has to take time to grow back.

I might take scissors to my hair later and cut my own fucking bangs.
BUT....
If it went wrong I'd be pissed off with myself.

I just have to figure out how to style this new cut. -.-

I've got a headache.
Only ate once today, like 20 minutes ago.
So, I failed at eating.
That's why i have a headacheeeee....

But I didn't get many chances to eat since Mrs.Zilla was being a hobo.
AND...
Had to take little sis to some stupid little meeting thing for some stupid thing.
I didn't even need to be there, but of course I had to stay.
Stupidd shit tbh.

Little sis is also getting another chihuahua...
Just another animal I'll get to take care of.
YAY......

I need to chill..
But my chill's a little screwy right now.

SIGHSIGHSIGH....

I guess I'll post more shit later.

Sataadaay

Well, Mrs.Zilla decided we'd go shopping today...
Oh the fun...
I despise shopping with a passion!
But we went to the mall and by the pet store, they had the cutest baby guinea pigs!
It made me miss Daisy, she was my first guinea pig ever...!
We had to give her away ages ago.
I'm so tired...
I didn't have a bad dream last night though, but I was up for agesss...
Talking to Liam.
Paul, Liam, Raden and I all minecrafted yesterday.
But Paul, Liam and I were on until likeeeee....fuck, I don't remember exactly.
Past 12am though.
Was loads of fun tbh.
Liam and I were making fun of Paul's dirt "tower" or whatever he wants to call it.
I'm working on another castle~!
I'm about to watch My Bloody Valentine on Syfy.
I've never seen it.
Hopefully it's as good as what I've heard from people.
Tomorrow I think is going to be quite shitty, but I'm not sure yet...
Today wasn't too bad though.
Except for the shopping part.
Oh and Mr.Ass kept calling and ruining my mood.
But oh weeeelll.
Just another day.

Why am I so tired?!
It's only 7:45pm..
Probably because I didn't want to sleep last night.
But I never really want to sleep tbh.
Bad dreams and such...
I fell asleep after talking to Liam about his new kitten! ^-^
And the kittens and cats we used to have.
I love kitttiesss.

TEXTMESSAGE

Getting a text message at... 12:30am.
Then talking on the phone until 5am and finally passing out... >.>
Did I fall asleep on the phone for the first time ever?
Yes...

It's weird, I've never stayed on the phone for THAT long.
It was crazy, and I was hungry before I got on the phone and then we kept talking about food!
So that wasn't helping.
Did I ever get anything to eat?
NO?!
I passed out exhausted, hungry, and on the phone.
What a horrid combination?!

I still haven't ate today, I don't really feel hungry though...
But I know if I don't eat I'll probably get that weird dizzy sensation that attacked me while my Father was home.
OR....
I'll get the headache from hell, again! >.>

I watched the movie You Again this morning with Mrs.Zilla and little sis.
I had already watched it the other night, but I'd been chatting with Mr.Paul.
So I didn't hear the entire movie.
Such a talk-a-tive dork.

Yesterday, I had the most fun playing games with a few buds on http://www.omgpop.com/
Except on this one game, draw my thing.
It was lagging like a turtle through pudding!
(That's a lot btw)

And then we played pool, well, not everyoneee.
Because some people got bored and pool is only a two person game?!

Liam, kicked my ass.
And he called it beginners luck, psssh!
Luck my ass. >.>

I only beat Paul a few times...
But playing pool made me want to go to Wild Willie's.
They have pool there!

Anyway...
But when it came to LETTERBLOX.
I was the championnnnn.
No one could beat my word spelling skiilllz.

Paul swore he'd beat me, but never did. Hehe.

Speaking of challenges!
Paul is asking me to play again...