Woke up a lot as usual, but when I got up in the morning.
Tears running down my face and basically worried shitless.
Had an awful dream about a friend of mine.
Not going into detail but it was very, very disturbing.
Still a bit worried about it and will be for a while, I guess..
Anyway, took more goats to the auction today but the auction isn't until tomorrow.
SOO...
GB is of course making me go with her, and I'm wondering how early we'll be leaving.
I'm not looking forward to the 40 minutes to an hour long drive.
Yippeee...
Also not looking forward to sitting in a room full of "creepy cowfolk."
And listening to the auctioneer drone on and one in that annoying fast paced voice with the fuckton of speakers in the room making it a bajillion times louder.
I don't enjoy watching them parade the poor beasties through the little area for people to look at as the auctioneer rambles on and I stumble over what he's saying.
Doesn't that just sound like a good time?
Some of the cows and horses and goats look so hungry, nobody feeds their animals.
For sucks sake.
And other newssss...
I'm pretty sure I did something like pull a muscle in my shoulder, not too bad thankfully.
But it still makes it a chore when moving 100lbs. of feed a day to feed the goats and can't forget their hay.(This isn't including feeding all the other animals either...)
Now don't get me wrong, I love animals.
Always have and always will.
But it's a bit tiresome having to feed animals that bring you no enjoyment and that you didn't choose to take care of. But oh well, just have to deal with it for now.
I've been feeling quite weird the past few days and unsure of what to write lately.
I know I want to write a story I'm just not sure what I want to write..
I need some inspiration honestly.
So I'm just kind of...
Meh.
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