December, December, let's see what I remember.

Angry puppy.
How fucking adorable!

Alright, so this month has been a piece of shit.
As I've been dreading in most of my post before, I was not looking forward to surgery.
But Silly me!
I SHOULD have been more worried about the recovery!
I mean really!
What kind of shit is that?!
They warn you about what they're going to do and blah blah blah.
BUT....
What they don't fucking warn you about is the recovery after surgery....!

Okay so what was my recovery like?
Well, having to take medicines around the clock.
Haha meds not to bad, yeah?
Well liquid and having to take it almost every two hours without fail, is VERY, VERY, very annoying.

And of course all the meds had to have different effects on me, can't just have one or two effects rightttt?
Dizziness, feeling drowsy, moody, sudden mood changes, etc, etc, etc.

All very quite annoying and such.
So I tried to sleep as often as I could and had to suffer with Painkillers that actually pain you as you take them!
Isn't that great? You have to swallow something that hurts to help with pain... Does that make since to anyone else?
No?
Okay I didn't think so either.

After about a week, food commercials could almost make me cry.
While all I had to survive on was, popsicles!
Because I'm not really an ice cream person and after about, oh a day I was tired of trying to eat it.
So surviving on frozen ice it was.
Don't take me wrong, popsicles are great.
Just not as a you may only eat this and you can watch everyone else eat GOOD food while you suffer with frozen flavored ice, bitchhhh.

But yeah, all I wanted to do was sleep so I didn't have to feel the gnawing hunger, pain, and watch the annoying commercials for food.
Which made me hungrier than i already was!

Can you tell I was pissed about not getting to eat yet?
If not I can always mention it again. <3


So I'm glad I can eat now, even if I'm still limited.
At least it's not Popsicles.
Yay!

I'll write about how my Christmas was and such later, I'm just done for now...
Still getting my energy back, yay for recovery -.-