100th post? Psssh

So I know it's been a while, but I've been busy.
Sort of.

I've been doing a lot of sketching recently and Minecraft... but I haven't done a lot of writing lately, which is a shame.
I've had a lot of story ideas lately and I've been talking to someone about possibly starting a comic or some such, featuring some of my chibis.

But anyway, since I don't really have much to say for this post I thought I'd post some of my recent drawings.

Violet

So this is a sketch I did a few weeks back, I was trying to draw the main character of one of my many stories. Because I'd never drawn any of my characters before, so I thought she turned out nicely.

Starburst

This is one of my chibis, the chibi comic idea started with her. I think she looks spunky and adorable, she's one of my favorites. 

Lovers

This picture I drew a few days ago, it's definitely a favorite of mine. 
I've never drawn full body picture of a person, let alone people hugging. 
I raged over her hand for a few hours, erasing and redoing it probably around 3 million times. But I think for my first shot, it turned out great.

First dragon

This was my first try at drawing a dragon, I tried to go for a more graceful, female dragon. I suppose a water dragon.
But I haven't darkened the lines, or added any more detail yet.


So yeah, here's my sketches. 

Do you ever Wonder?

What is it like?
What is it like to not understand anything?
Do you ever wonder why death fascinates us so?
Why it scares others and others can’t wait for it?
Have you ever wondered if the ones who fear it are doomed and the ones who accept it aren’t?
What happens when you die?
That question has been asked a million times if not more, and the answer.
The answer is probably it’s different for everyone.

Could how you think determine what happens?

A lot of people say it will, say it all depends on how you treat others or act in life.
What if that’s only a small part of it? What if it’s not just how you act, but how you think?
If you think something bad is going to happen, it usually will.
So if you think you’re going to a place called hell, will you?
If you believe in a place where you’ll be happy, a place some people call heaven.
Will you end up there?
If you believe in having another life, will you have one?

What if you believe in nothing?
Is that what will happen to you?
You think there’s nothing once you’ve died.
So will that be it for you?
You think there’s nothing so you’ll get nothing?

Picture says it all.

So the past few days have been interesting, I suppose.
I've mostly been chilling out and I haven't done much writing. I know I should be writing, stories, posts and journal entries aren't going to write themselves.
But sometimes I just can't seem to push myself to write.
Especially when I'm busy with house work, neighbors, neighbor's kid's parties.
Parties that are coming up, being invited to a graduation party for the neighbor when he never even talks to me?
He just wants a fucking gift, what a prick..

But my mind has just been all over the place, I mean with my over-thinking everything some things that means shit is really out of whack and I've been thinking EVEN more.

I don't know, it's hard to keep it all in line so I can actually focus on things I want to focus on or need to focus on. So basically the only escape I get is blasting music and trying to block out everything.
Which normally doesn't happen or go well.

So fuck!

But yeah, too many things to do lately.
I'm not a super social-happy-butterfly.

The reason I'm getting invited to the neighbor's kid's party, is because of my sister and also because I'm amazing with kids and who doesn't need help at a 7 year old's party?
Especially since he and his brothers are completely crazy and out of control hooligans.

It's hard being so amazingly fantastic.

Anyway, I'm going skating tonight so I'll get to go feel sexy skating around to music and enjoying the black lights when they get turned on.
Then tomorrow I get to get attacked by children and play lifeguard.

Don't think I have any plans for Sunday, then I have to get ready for that party at my mother's friend's granddaughter's party thing.

Yippee.

I'm so fucking excited if you can't tell!

Then I get to get ready for that graduation thing, fucking awesome.

I think I want to go be a hermit, and just live by the sea and pretend to be a mermaid and hide if people see me.
Yeah, that seems like a good plan.